What a week

Well is has been 9 days since I last updated, so here we go. Last Friday was the end of the winter quarter, and two Christmas party's. I feel that I did very well at them, did not finish any food I had on my plate and it was very little at that. ( SIP SIP) Then on Sunday night Tammy and I with the kids ( Alena, Sydney and Christopher) went to Jimmy Mac's restaurant, where Tammy and I shared ( yes I said SHARED) a pulled pork platter. We still brought home a doggy bag.

This weekend I made Cookies, Brownies, no bake cookies and Magic bars. Do not worry, I have been very good, and the kids eat them all before even I had a chance to sneak anything. I through that Christmas was going to be very hard with all the cakes, cookies and sweets, and for the most part it has not been. Well,,, just a little, OK I WHOLE LOT!!!! I love baking and with the smell of cakes and cookie felling the air it is so hard not to just EAT AND EAT!!!! But I have to admit if the kids where not here I would not have made the cookies and cakes. (SIP SIP) I love my kids, old and new ones, and see the smile on their face when the eat some things good, like cookies and cakes. I want this Christmas to be special, for Tammy and the girls, Like them I have had a rough past couple of years.

Tammy has been my support and rock, with out her I would not have been able to get as far as i have. I have learned that with this type of surgery you will needed a strong support group, and for someone to you can lean on from time to time. I am not saying that this as been a walk in the park, in any means. As I lose the weight, a lot stuff goes through everyone mind. Like will he/she change after he/she loses the weight, or will he/she still love me as I am? Tammy and I went in to this with our eyes and hearts wide open. We talk about all the what ifs and what not's. We will work through any issues that may come up. ( SIP SIP)

Will time for bed and I will up ate you later this week.

Remember ( SIP SIP)